Chip Again: Serving Vexxie

Artists Rendition of Domme Vexxie

Vexxie, as her subjects call her, reigns quietly yet supremely in her dungeon settings.  

One in Rockland County, New York, one in Western New Jersey near the New York and Pennsylvania border and one in the sub-basement of her Uncle’s apartment building in the Eastchester section of the Bronx. 

Vexxie, a Domme in the modern sense has a 19^th century temper concerning her subjects.  Much like the White Witch of Rose Hall did in British ruled Jamaica of the 1800’s.

Vexxie, who has gone from being an RN to a Physician’s assistant is exceptionally well educated, born in 1976, she went to Catholic school in Westchester, Cooper Medical School of Rowan University in New Jersey and served in the Naval Reserve, being deployed to Iraq.  After her tour of duty she attended the Mount Sinai School of Medicine in New York. 

Vexxie, a statuesque West Indies woman of Cuban, Trinidadian and British descent, she spent some of her youth growing up on her Granddad’s sugar cane plantation in the Leeward Islands.  With slave and slaveowner blood in her she is hot and assertive but compassionate with patients in her profession.  Her light tan or high yellow tan skin is smooth and luminescent and her features are striking, she looks like a Mayan goddess.

It had been three days after his encounter with Mindy, but Chip decided to tell Vexxie everything.  The depth of his subjugation was alarming, like a penitent sinner going to his Priest, but Chip was enthralled, excited and addicted to what Vexxie dished out.  Vexxie and Mindy have a past ( I won’t get into it here) but their circle of friends and acquaintances know you keep gasoline and fireworks away from each other. 

Chip was barely physically prepared for what Vexxie did to him, psychologically he was not.  No one had seen Chip since he went to Vexxie.  I got a call from him Sunday night and visited him on Wednesday evening in Rockland County.  Chip was wearing an earring with a weird ying/yang symbol in his right ear and had prepared a late dinner for three.  I got myself a beer out of the fridge and sat down to hear what he had to say.

Chip was still buzzing around the kitchen while he related his ‘experience’ with Vexxie regarding Mindy.  Chip said, “Vexxie found out about me and Mindy before I could tell her, but she didn’t let me know until I finished telling her everything?” I asked, “how do you know?”  

“When we went into session" said Chip in a broken emotional voice, "Vexxie had on Mindy’s lavender sarong”.  I said, “grow some balls Chip, you need to assess this relationship with Vexxie.”

“Really RJ, it was me who did the wrong, my Domme, my mistress made me right.” “What the fuck did she do to 'make you right' Chip, what did she do to turn you into…this?”  

Before Chip answered he asked, “Are you going to have wine or stick with beer RJ?” “Beer Chip!”  Chip said, “When we went into session she had on no leather, no rod, no whip, no heels…she said I needed to make a decision about my servitude RJ.”

“So what did you decide Chip?” “I told her I was wrong and expected to be punished for what I did RJ.” “So what did she do Chip?” “Vexxie said I was unworthy of her and had become filthy, she said I had to ‘resubmit myself’.” “What the heck does that mean Chip?”  

“She said before I could ever associate with her on any level again I would have to submit to a ‘ritual purification and systematic penance’ or walk out of her life forever RJ.”

“Chip, knowing you or what you have become has me asking, and you don’t have to answer, but why did you ‘resubmit’ and what did she have you endure?”  Chip got defensive, “RJ, what makes you think I just ‘resubmitted’?”  “The earring with the ying/yang bondage symbol for starters Chip, what the fuck happened to you?” 

Chip declared “I couldn’t have a bdsm relationship with anyone else but Vexxie and I would…I would not want to exist without it, not now.”  “Chip, this sounds like it has kind of transcended a bdsm relationship, it sounds like it has become something psychosexual, something twisted that has you totally screwed up in the head.  What did Vexxie do to you Chip?”

Chip had finished running around and started pouring himself some wine and sat down on the plush brown velour couch across from me.  The marble coffee table had a National Geographic magazine and a bowl of cashews, Chip set his wine on the table and looked at the clock.  Chip said, “I will explain this quickly because Vexxie will be here shortly and I want you to here this.”

“Go ahead Chip, I’ll leave when she gets here so you two can be alone.”  “No, RJ let me explain and I’ll need you here for awhile after Vexxie arrives, let me explain it all, OK!” “Go and don’t stop until your done Chip.”  Chip drew a breath and said, “I told Vexxie I would do anything to keep our relationship.  She told me to come here because this place has medical equipment…” 

“Hold on Chip, this is Vexxie’s place?”  “Yes, one of them,…let me finish.” I sat back, alarmed as Chip continued, “She told me to cuff myself to the modified rack that she has in her new chamber and I did, she came in and declared that we were in session and any resistance or disobedience would be the end of it all, then she cuffed my other hand to the rack, took a switchblade and cut my clothes off.  

She intentionally nicked up my back with the tip of the knife, I could feel the blood running down my back to my ass.”

Chip took a sip of wine and went on with his discourse, “Vexxie massaged my penis and put a cockring on me, then took a belt and beat my stomach and thighs.  

Vexxie then unchained me from the rack and chained me over the bench, my hands to the floor, stretching my back, securing my feet to the tie-downs.  She took a bullwhip to my back and the back of my legs until I cried, then she said, ‘now your ready for purification’.”

Chip rattled on, “Vexxie poured some kind of sticky, pungent mixture over my body and it burned and itched, I wriggled uncontrollably trying to scratch, but couldn’t.  Then she had a spray bottle with the same kind of stuff and sprayed it on my cock.  It got harder, but I was in real pain, the blood wouldn’t drain from my penis and it hurt.  

As the pain intensified I started to shout, she shoved a ball gag in my mouth and tied it tight.  Vexxie said, ‘Go ahead, scream, cry, let it out.’”

I looked at Chip like he’d become some kind of alien.  It was if I didn’t know him anymore.  But I did not dare interrupt.  I wanted to hear this, somehow I thought it was criminal or damn close to it.  

Chip continued, “ I screamed in pain, I was burning and itching all over when she said ‘be still, relax your sphincter and push when I tell you…’, I did as she said, she shoved the enema tip into my butt and said that it was a mixture of mineral oil, grape seed oil and other spices and to hold it.”

Chip took a sip of wine and continued as if he were a victim being interrogated by a SVU officer.  “I held it as the pressure became unbearable, she then walked in front of me to show me several short penis shaped icicle phalluses still in the mold.  

She then took them out of site and showed me a sex toy machine with a black, hard rubber dildo attached to it that oscillated in and out at varying speeds.

‘Vexxie walked behind me with a bucket and said ‘let it out’, I did, all of it, it took a while.”

I said, “go ahead Chip” as I got myself another beer.  “She put some kind of lubricant up my ass then put the sex toy machine in my butt and turned it on slow, the black dildo had some kind lubricant that burned my asshole as it went in and out of me, it could have been Ben-Gay, this took my mind off the itching and burning on my body and my cock.  After about an hour of enduring this sex toy thing at various speeds, Vexxie stopped it and rolled it away.”

Chip looked up from his wine glass and his eyes glossed over then said, “Vexxie said, ‘once you dominate someone you never let them dominate you, yeah you all but raped Mindy years ago, but you never let your remorse take you to a place of subjugation…I don’t mind that you take a woman and use her to service you, but you never give yourself as a subject to anyone…you are my subject, my possession!’  RJ, she then went into this crazy rant.”

I asked, “you remember any of it Chip?”  “Yes, Vexxie said ‘doctors have taken many things out of people’s rectum, cucumbers, carrots, light bulbs, a hard boiled egg, bottles, a zucchini, even a frozen pig tail to name a few, but what I put in your ass won’t need to be removed by a doctor, just be thankful I am here.’  Then she shoved those frozen mini-dicks into my ass and they travelled up inside me.”

I looked at Chip like a pathetic looser but I had to ask, “how did this end, Chip.”  Chip said “Vexxie saw I was distressed after she shoved those things into me, I had tears running down my face as the muffled screams roaring from me were heard by no one, Vexxie poured hospital strength Isopropyl alcohol on and down my back into the nicks she cut into my back, the burning was horrid, I lost my breath from screaming and almost passed out.

Vexxie looked at me like a piece of meat as she squirted dishwashing liquid all over me as I suffered, my cock throbbing, still hard.  Vexxie took a high pressure water hose to me and nearly scalded me to death washing off, the itching liquid, the soap, the alcohol and the blood.  At Vexxie's command, I  slowly squirt the melted ice phallusus from my ass.”

Chip said, “After she unchained me she made me get on my knees as she sat in her high chair, she gave me a handheld vagina sex toy and told me jerk myself off, so I did.”  

I asked, “and that’s it right Chip?” “Not exactly RJ.”  Then the door opened and it was Vexxie.  She was still in hospital scrubs covered in a white doctors jacket.  Chip had jumped up and brought dinner to the table.

Chip introduced me to Vexxie and Vexxie welcomed me to ‘her home’.  I said “I somehow thought Chip lived here, I helped myself to some of your beer”.  Vexxie said, “Good, that’s what it’s there for.”  Her voice was soft, and somewhat melodic, having a West Indies accent with a hard proper English inflection.  Vexxie said, “I’m glad you could make it.  Being a friend and kind of a life advisor to Chip he knew you would appreciate the gravity of what we are going to do.”

I looked at Chip and started to say, “I did not know there was an occasion…” when Chip blurted, “I needed your presence” when Vexxie stared at Chip who instantly went silent.  Vexxie said, “I know your aware of the unique relationship Chip has to me and his confessed ‘breach of trust’ between us.  After dinner, I would like your witness to an action, so RJ would you please stay.”  I agreed.  I wanted to see this.  Whatever ‘this’ was going to be.

Dinner was all cold meats, cheeses and vegetables, pastrami, provolone, roast beef, salami, olives, bread and multi-colored pasta.  After dinner we went into a den area adjacent to the kitchen and the living room.  In that area was a high wooden chair, the kind used for hip replacement patients and back injury recovery.  Vexxie had brought me another beer and had us wait for her.

I said, “Chip what the fuck is going on?”  “This is how my penance ends and my re-subjugation begins RJ.”  “Why are you doing this to yourself Chip? Or I should ask, why are you letting Vexxie do this to you?”

 Chip said, “because I realized what I am and I won’t try to run away from it.  

I am a man who gets off on using women, but I sometimes feel real guilty about it.  When I tried to make amends for something I did I felt guiltier and nearly ruined the only stable relationship I had, the one that completes me.”

Then Vexxie walked in, she was in Domme regalia, she smelled awesome, you just wanted to eat her like she was a last meal.   
         Vexxie’s leather corset, suede, cowhide in varying shades of black bound with pure silver chains hoisted her glowing high yellow-tan tits in a sheer nearly see through bra so the cleavage was in your face. 

 Her black mid-length leather skirt was made of the softest leather, her stockings were super sheer black with toe out black stiletto fm pumps.

Vexxie was about 5’11” almost 6 foot without the heels, with them she stood at least 6’3” tall.  Her arms were glistening and toned out of her short black leather vest wearing sheer lace elbow length gloves. Vexxie placed a tray with a full glass, some crackers, a bowl with some kind of dip, a cloth in a jar and some baby wipes.

Vexxie sat down in her high chair and asked me to please watch.  I nodded acknowledging that I would.  Vexxie whispered “Chip, we’re in session.”

Vexxie looked at Chip and said, “Are you ready to complete your atonement?”  Chip staring at the floor said, “Yes Vexxie.”  Vexxie said in a clear commanding tone, "on your knees Chip.”  Chip got on his knees and put his forehead on the floor. Vexxie said, “do you want to serve me?”   Chip said, “Yes Vexxie” Vexxie said, “Will you serve me only?” Chip said, “Yes Vexxie.” Vexxie said, “Are you ready to submit and surrender to me?” Chip answered, “Yes my master”

Vexxie put some dip on a cracker and ordered Chip to ‘open your mouth’.  Chip did and she put the cracker in his mouth saying, “the dip is made from my excretions and the cracker is my body, eat it.” Chip ate it.  Vexxie gave Chip the glass, it  was Absinthe mixed with maple syrup and something red.  Vexxie said, “this drink is my wrath and my blood, bitter and sweet.  Drink it Chip!”  Chip drank it.

Vexxie then took the cloth out of the jar which had on it fresh menstrual blood. Vexxie put some on Chip’s cheek and then some under his nose, which made him cringe and gag.  Vexxie said "this represents contrition and a purchase, this makes you my possession."  Vexxie said, “Do you submit yourself, body, mind and spirit to me?"  Chip said, “Yes, my master.”

Vexxie handed Chip a wipe and said, “clean yourself and present yourself to me with a vow.”  Still on his knees Chip wiped the blood from his face and said, “I am yours to do with what you want, I submit to you only, I serve you, I am yours my master.”  

Vexxie said, “Session ended.”  When Chip stood up Vexxie hugged him and explained to me that, “he and I both wanted a witness to his submission to me.”  I asked, “you wanted ‘me’ to see this?  Why?”

Vexxie said “I won’t let any man have me, but in my relationship to Chip he can do what he wants with any woman, but he doesn’t submit to anyone but me. 

 In fact I will find the kind of women Chip can thoroughly exploit without fear of any legal or medical entanglements."  

Yes, Chip is…sexually disturbed, but I have no doubt that I can quell his disturbances.  You are the only one Chip turns to other than me RJ.  I thank you for being here.”

I warned them both of the significance of what they did spiritually and legally.  I also warned them both not to drag me into a court room over this, criminally or civilly.  I wished them well and went home as fast as I could.

Reference: http://www.straightdope.com/columns/read/478/is-it-true-what-they-say-about-gerbils

RJ