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| Artists Rendition of Domme Vexxie |
Vexxie, as
her subjects call her, reigns quietly yet supremely in her dungeon
settings.
One in Rockland County, New
York, one in Western New Jersey near the New York and Pennsylvania border and
one in the sub-basement of her Uncle’s apartment building in the Eastchester
section of the Bronx.
Vexxie, a Domme in
the modern sense has a 19th century temper concerning her
subjects. Much like the White Witch of
Rose Hall did in British ruled Jamaica of the 1800’s.
Vexxie, who
has gone from being an RN to a Physician’s assistant is exceptionally well
educated, born in 1976, she went to Catholic school in Westchester, Cooper
Medical School of Rowan University in New Jersey and served in the Naval
Reserve, being deployed to Iraq. After
her tour of duty she attended the Mount Sinai School of Medicine in New
York.
Vexxie, a
statuesque West Indies woman of Cuban, Trinidadian and British descent, she
spent some of her youth growing up on her Granddad’s sugar cane plantation in the
Leeward Islands. With slave and
slaveowner blood in her she is hot and assertive but compassionate with
patients in her profession. Her light
tan or high yellow tan skin is smooth and luminescent and her features are
striking, she looks like a Mayan goddess.
It had been
three days after his encounter with Mindy, but Chip decided to tell Vexxie
everything. The depth of his subjugation
was alarming, like a penitent sinner going to his Priest, but Chip was
enthralled, excited and addicted to what Vexxie dished out. Vexxie and Mindy have a past ( I won’t get
into it here) but their circle of friends and acquaintances know you keep
gasoline and fireworks away from each other.
Chip was
barely physically prepared for what Vexxie did to him, psychologically he was
not. No one had seen Chip since he went
to Vexxie. I got a call from him Sunday
night and visited him on Wednesday evening in Rockland County. Chip was wearing an earring with a weird
ying/yang symbol in his right ear and had prepared a late dinner for
three. I got myself a beer out of the
fridge and sat down to hear what he had to say.
Chip was
still buzzing around the kitchen while he related his ‘experience’ with Vexxie
regarding Mindy. Chip said, “Vexxie
found out about me and Mindy before I could tell her, but she didn’t let me
know until I finished telling her everything?” I asked, “how do you know?”
“When we went into session" said Chip in a broken emotional voice, "Vexxie had on
Mindy’s lavender sarong”. I said, “grow some balls Chip, you need to
assess this relationship with Vexxie.”
“Really RJ,
it was me who did the wrong, my Domme, my mistress made me right.” “What the
fuck did she do to 'make you right' Chip, what did she do to turn you into…this?”
Before Chip answered he asked, “Are you going
to have wine or stick with beer RJ?” “Beer Chip!” Chip said, “When we went into session she had
on no leather, no rod, no whip, no heels…she said I needed to make a decision
about my servitude RJ.”
“So what did
you decide Chip?” “I told her I was wrong and expected to be punished for what
I did RJ.” “So what did she do Chip?” “Vexxie said I was unworthy of her and
had become filthy, she said I had to ‘resubmit myself’.” “What the heck does
that mean Chip?”
“She said before I
could ever associate with her on any level again I would have to submit to a ‘ritual
purification and systematic penance’ or walk out of her life forever RJ.”
“Chip,
knowing you or what you have become has me asking, and you don’t have to
answer, but why did you ‘resubmit’ and what did she have you endure?” Chip got defensive, “RJ, what makes you think
I just ‘resubmitted’?” “The earring with
the ying/yang bondage symbol for starters Chip, what the fuck happened to you?”
Chip declared “I couldn’t
have a bdsm relationship with anyone else but Vexxie and I would…I would not want
to exist without it, not now.” “Chip,
this sounds like it has kind of transcended a bdsm relationship, it sounds like
it has become something psychosexual, something twisted that has you totally
screwed up in the head. What did Vexxie
do to you Chip?”
Chip had
finished running around and started pouring himself some wine and sat down on
the plush brown velour couch across from me.
The marble coffee table had a National Geographic magazine and a bowl of
cashews, Chip set his wine on the table and looked at the clock. Chip said, “I will explain this quickly
because Vexxie will be here shortly and I want you to here this.”
“Go ahead
Chip, I’ll leave when she gets here so you two can be alone.” “No, RJ let me explain and I’ll need you here
for awhile after Vexxie arrives, let me explain it all, OK!” “Go and don’t stop
until your done Chip.” Chip drew a
breath and said, “I told Vexxie I would do anything to keep our
relationship. She told me to come here
because this place has medical equipment…”
“Hold on Chip, this is Vexxie’s place?”
“Yes, one of them,…let me finish.” I sat back,
alarmed as Chip continued, “She told me to cuff myself to the modified rack
that she has in her new chamber and I did, she came in and declared that we
were in session and any resistance or disobedience would be the end of it all,
then she cuffed my other hand to the rack, took a switchblade and cut my
clothes off.
She intentionally nicked up
my back with the tip of the knife, I could feel the blood running down my back
to my ass.”
Chip took a
sip of wine and went on with his discourse, “Vexxie massaged my penis and put a
cockring on me, then took a belt and beat my stomach and thighs.
Vexxie then unchained me from the rack and
chained me over the bench, my hands to the floor, stretching my back, securing
my feet to the tie-downs. She took a
bullwhip to my back and the back of my legs until I cried, then she said, ‘now
your ready for purification’.”
Chip rattled
on, “Vexxie poured some kind of sticky, pungent mixture over my body and it
burned and itched, I wriggled uncontrollably trying to scratch, but couldn’t. Then she had a spray bottle with the same
kind of stuff and sprayed it on my cock.
It got harder, but I was in real pain, the blood wouldn’t drain from my
penis and it hurt.
As the pain
intensified I started to shout, she shoved a ball gag in my mouth and tied it
tight. Vexxie said, ‘Go ahead, scream,
cry, let it out.’”
I looked at
Chip like he’d become some kind of alien.
It was if I didn’t know him anymore.
But I did not dare interrupt. I
wanted to hear this, somehow I thought it was criminal or damn close to
it.
Chip continued, “ I screamed in
pain, I was burning and itching all over when she said ‘be still, relax your sphincter
and push when I tell you…’, I did as she said, she shoved the enema tip into my
butt and said that it was a mixture of mineral oil, grape seed oil and other
spices and to hold it.”
Chip took a
sip of wine and continued as if he were a victim being interrogated by a SVU
officer. “I held it as the pressure
became unbearable, she then walked in front of me to show me several short penis
shaped icicle phalluses still in the mold.
She then took them out of site and showed me a sex toy machine with a
black, hard rubber dildo attached to it that oscillated in and out at varying
speeds.
‘Vexxie walked behind me with a bucket and said ‘let it out’, I did,
all of it, it took a while.”
I said, “go
ahead Chip” as I got myself another beer.
“She put some kind of lubricant up my ass then put the sex toy machine
in my butt and turned it on slow, the black dildo had some kind lubricant that
burned my asshole as it went in and out of me, it could have been Ben-Gay, this
took my mind off the itching and burning on my body and my cock. After about an hour of enduring this sex toy
thing at various speeds, Vexxie stopped it and rolled it away.”
Chip looked
up from his wine glass and his eyes glossed over then said, “Vexxie said, ‘once
you dominate someone you never let them dominate you, yeah you all but raped
Mindy years ago, but you never let your remorse take you to a place of subjugation…I
don’t mind that you take a woman and use her to service you, but you never give
yourself as a subject to anyone…you are my subject, my possession!’ RJ, she then went into this crazy rant.”
I asked, “you
remember any of it Chip?” “Yes, Vexxie
said ‘doctors have taken many things out of people’s rectum, cucumbers,
carrots, light bulbs, a hard boiled egg, bottles, a zucchini, even a frozen pig
tail to name a few, but what I put in your ass won’t need to be removed by a
doctor, just be thankful I am here.’ Then
she shoved those frozen mini-dicks into my ass and they travelled up inside me.”
I looked at
Chip like a pathetic looser but I had to ask, “how did this end, Chip.” Chip said “Vexxie saw I was distressed after
she shoved those things into me, I had tears running down my face as the
muffled screams roaring from me were heard by no one, Vexxie poured hospital strength Isopropyl alcohol on and down my back into the nicks she cut into my back, the burning was horrid, I lost my breath from screaming and almost passed out.
Vexxie looked at me like
a piece of meat as she squirted dishwashing liquid all over me as I suffered,
my cock throbbing, still hard. Vexxie
took a high pressure water hose to me and nearly scalded me to death washing
off, the itching liquid, the soap, the alcohol and the blood. At Vexxie's command, I slowly squirt the melted ice
phallusus from my ass.”
Chip said, “After
she unchained me she made me get on my knees as she sat in her high chair, she
gave me a handheld vagina sex toy and told me jerk myself off, so I did.”
I asked, “and that’s it right Chip?” “Not
exactly RJ.” Then the door opened and it
was Vexxie. She was still in hospital
scrubs covered in a white doctors jacket.
Chip had jumped up and brought dinner to the table.
Chip introduced
me to Vexxie and Vexxie welcomed me to ‘her home’. I said “I somehow thought Chip lived here, I helped
myself to some of your beer”. Vexxie said, “Good, that’s what it’s there for.”
Her voice was soft, and somewhat melodic, having a West Indies accent
with a hard proper English inflection.
Vexxie said, “I’m glad you could make it. Being a friend and kind of a life advisor to
Chip he knew you would appreciate the gravity of what we are going to do.”
I looked at
Chip and started to say, “I did not know there was an occasion…” when Chip
blurted, “I needed your presence” when Vexxie stared at Chip who instantly went
silent. Vexxie said, “I know your aware
of the unique relationship Chip has to me and his confessed ‘breach of trust’
between us. After dinner, I would like
your witness to an action, so RJ would you please stay.” I agreed.
I wanted to see this. Whatever ‘this’
was going to be.
Dinner was
all cold meats, cheeses and vegetables, pastrami, provolone, roast beef,
salami, olives, bread and multi-colored pasta.
After dinner we went into a den area adjacent to the kitchen and the
living room. In that area was a high
wooden chair, the kind used for hip replacement patients and back injury
recovery. Vexxie had brought me another beer
and had us wait for her.
I said, “Chip
what the fuck is going on?” “This is how
my penance ends and my re-subjugation begins RJ.” “Why are you doing this to yourself Chip? Or I should ask, why are you letting Vexxie do this to you?”
Chip said, “because I realized what I am and I won’t try to run away from it.
I am a man who gets off on using women, but I
sometimes feel real guilty about it. When
I tried to make amends for something I did I felt guiltier and nearly ruined
the only stable relationship I had, the one that completes me.”
Then Vexxie
walked in, she was in Domme regalia, she smelled awesome, you just wanted to
eat her like she was a last meal.
Vexxie’s leather corset, suede, cowhide in
varying shades of black bound with pure silver chains hoisted her glowing high
yellow-tan tits in a sheer nearly see through bra so the cleavage was in your
face.
Her black mid-length leather skirt
was made of the softest leather, her stockings were super sheer black with toe
out black stiletto fm pumps.
Vexxie was
about 5’11” almost 6 foot without the heels, with them she stood at least 6’3”
tall. Her arms were glistening and toned
out of her short black leather vest wearing sheer lace elbow length
gloves. Vexxie placed a tray with a full glass, some crackers, a bowl with some kind of dip, a cloth in a jar and some baby wipes.
Vexxie sat down in her high chair and asked me to please watch. I nodded acknowledging that I would. Vexxie
whispered “Chip, we’re in session.”
Vexxie
looked at Chip and said, “Are you ready to complete your atonement?” Chip staring at the floor said, “Yes Vexxie.” Vexxie said in a clear commanding tone, "on
your knees Chip.” Chip got on his knees
and put his forehead on the floor. Vexxie said, “do you want to serve me?” Chip
said, “Yes Vexxie” Vexxie said, “Will you serve me only?” Chip said, “Yes
Vexxie.” Vexxie said, “Are you ready to submit and surrender to me?” Chip
answered, “Yes my master”
Vexxie put some dip on a cracker and ordered Chip to ‘open
your mouth’. Chip did and she put the
cracker in his mouth saying, “the dip is made from my excretions and the
cracker is my body, eat it.” Chip ate it.
Vexxie gave Chip the glass, it was
Absinthe mixed with maple syrup and something red. Vexxie said, “this drink is my wrath and my
blood, bitter and sweet. Drink it Chip!” Chip drank it.
Vexxie then took the cloth out of the jar which had on it
fresh menstrual blood. Vexxie put some on Chip’s cheek and then some under his
nose, which made him cringe and gag.
Vexxie said "this represents contrition and a purchase, this makes you my
possession." Vexxie said, “Do you submit
yourself, body, mind and spirit to me?" Chip said, “Yes, my master.”
Vexxie handed Chip a wipe and said, “clean yourself and
present yourself to me with a vow.”
Still on his knees Chip wiped the blood from his face and said, “I am
yours to do with what you want, I submit to you only, I serve you, I am yours
my master.”
Vexxie said, “Session ended.” When Chip stood up Vexxie hugged him and
explained to me that, “he and I both wanted a witness to his submission to me.” I asked, “you wanted ‘me’ to see this? Why?”
Vexxie said “I won’t let any man have me, but in my
relationship to Chip he can do what he wants with any woman, but he doesn’t
submit to anyone but me.
In fact I will
find the kind of women Chip can thoroughly exploit without fear of any legal or
medical entanglements."
Yes, Chip is…sexually
disturbed, but I have no doubt that I can quell his disturbances. You are the only one Chip turns to other than
me RJ. I thank you for being here.”
I warned them both of the significance of what they did
spiritually and legally. I also warned
them both not to drag me into a court room over this, criminally or
civilly. I wished them well and went
home as fast as I could.
RJ
“What do you
mean you had to post that Adult picture of a Domme with her tits hanging out
and a bdsm symbol over her lower regions?” 
